Conflict and I are not getting along lately.
I'm trying to retire from being the peacekeeper and involving myself in conflict that isn't mine to be involved in but it's really hard. It's really hard.
It makes me scared to be around conflict that I can't help resolve in some way, but I know it will also make me anxious and super stressed to insert myself into conflict I shouldn't be in.
It's a catch 22 really.
Mostly I'm just trying to find a balance so I can still have human interaction without always being a grumpy wench about things.
It's hard, and I'm really tired a lot with all the hard stuff that's happening.