June 1 Nice nap at the dogsitting house, like woke up feeling drugged I slept so hard
June 2 Good morning at church, lunch with friends, another nap and dinner with Pete
June 3 OMG, Revolution! Even though I hate him sometimes JJ Abrams is my good thing for today
June 4 Pete is a terrible helper of irrational anger. Amber is the best helper. Also, 11 hour days
June 5 Lunch with Stacey! It makes all the things better!
June 6 I didn't die of frustration at work. This is my only good thing today
June 7 Relatively drama free event and sleeping in my own bed for the 1st time this month
June 8 Amber, Stacey, Pete, Sharen and Matthew time!
June 9 New dogsitting gig, complete with setting off the alarm accidentally.
June 10 Playing in the yard with dogsitting dog. My cats don't fetch nearly enough.
June 11 I say it every month, but I love therapy
June 12 Dogsitting is a nice gig, the money is awesome. But I miss my house. Last night away from home for a bit!
June 13 Home! For at least a week!
June 14 Dinner and games with Amber, Darren, Stacey, Dorothy & Larry. Dainty lady hands
June 15 Swimming! Man of Steel! Porn Wong! Awkwardly Straight!
June 16 Root Beer Stand with Pete, Sharen and Matthew
June 17 Straight home from work for the first time in too long
June 18 Graeters after GNO
June 19 Being brave at small group
June 20 Giggly family night with Sharen and Pete
June 21 NEW FRONT DOOR DAY! FINALLY!
June 22 Pool time with Matthew
June 23 Even though it doesn't feel like a good thing the sermon today was everything I needed
June 24 Some quiet pool time after a long hard day
June 25 Pool time when it was still HOT and homemade dinner delivered to the pool area by the best roommate in the history of roommates. My love language is quality time and acts of service and friend is loving me well. No way to say it without it being awkward and making him have to move out because we can't look each other in the eyes anymore.
June 26 Lovely time with lovely ladies at small group tonight
June 27 Applebee's, nice conversation and family
June 28 Night in with Mario, Pete and wine
June 29 Dinner for Darren's birthday and Avenue Q with favorites
June 30 Good friends caring for each other in the morning and trying to convince Stacy to move in
7.01.2013
6.01.2013
Good Things: May
May 1 Secret crazy pants conversations with friends that I love
May 2 Come with me to the bathroom I have to take a picture
May 3 Adventures in alcohol shopping
May 4 Cocktail swap party. Where do I live, TO FRUIT!
May 5 Lazy movie day on a sofa
May 6 I'd rather be twirling my hair than any of the things from today
May 7 So many new hires to train, at least the 10 hour days fly by?
May 8 Drinks with Amy and snuggles with Matthew
May 9 Hitting 40 hours by Thursday is no good thing. But OT is
May 10 Sad Cat Diary
May 11 Iron Man 3 and cake
May 12 Happy Birthday Sharen!
May 13 Misty's Wal-Mart Story
May 14 Breakfast for dinner
May 15 Therapy is HARD but I love my therapist
May 16 The day after a topless painting of Bea Arthur sold is always a good day
May 17 Whoops! Drinks with Stacey turns into accident drunk and some fun shenanigans.
May 18 Trim is hung in my house! Shenangans with Amber after leaving the MOST DEPRESING MUSICAL at intermission. "I know you're fine, but do you want more water?"
May 19 Pool's Up!
May 20 Mario Karting is still the best thing ever
May 21 Should have been new front door day, but the door was defective. Whomp Whomp. But I got to take a nap in the pool, so that's awesome!
May 22 Dinner with Alexis. Love that we will both stop mid sentence and stare open mouthed at people talking around us at the same time.
May 23 Looooong Day at work, with some Mario after
May 24 Meetings so short your computer doesn't even fall asleep!
May 25 Lazy day with Pete and Stacey
May 26 Double Feature Day! Star Trek was SO good with Sharen, Pete, Stacey, Amber and Darren
May 27 Swimming!
May 28 Swimming some more! Dinner on the patio!
May 29 Swimming AGAIN after a long day at work
May 30 Watermelon Sangria and fresh baked chocolate chip cookies at Max & Erma's family night
May 31 I was on the radio!
May 2 Come with me to the bathroom I have to take a picture
May 3 Adventures in alcohol shopping
May 4 Cocktail swap party. Where do I live, TO FRUIT!
May 5 Lazy movie day on a sofa
May 6 I'd rather be twirling my hair than any of the things from today
May 7 So many new hires to train, at least the 10 hour days fly by?
May 8 Drinks with Amy and snuggles with Matthew
May 9 Hitting 40 hours by Thursday is no good thing. But OT is
May 10 Sad Cat Diary
May 11 Iron Man 3 and cake
May 12 Happy Birthday Sharen!
May 13 Misty's Wal-Mart Story
May 14 Breakfast for dinner
May 15 Therapy is HARD but I love my therapist
May 16 The day after a topless painting of Bea Arthur sold is always a good day
May 17 Whoops! Drinks with Stacey turns into accident drunk and some fun shenanigans.
May 18 Trim is hung in my house! Shenangans with Amber after leaving the MOST DEPRESING MUSICAL at intermission. "I know you're fine, but do you want more water?"
May 19 Pool's Up!
May 20 Mario Karting is still the best thing ever
May 21 Should have been new front door day, but the door was defective. Whomp Whomp. But I got to take a nap in the pool, so that's awesome!
May 22 Dinner with Alexis. Love that we will both stop mid sentence and stare open mouthed at people talking around us at the same time.
May 23 Looooong Day at work, with some Mario after
May 24 Meetings so short your computer doesn't even fall asleep!
May 25 Lazy day with Pete and Stacey
May 26 Double Feature Day! Star Trek was SO good with Sharen, Pete, Stacey, Amber and Darren
May 27 Swimming!
May 28 Swimming some more! Dinner on the patio!
May 29 Swimming AGAIN after a long day at work
May 30 Watermelon Sangria and fresh baked chocolate chip cookies at Max & Erma's family night
May 31 I was on the radio!
4.26.2013
Good Things: April
April 1 No one pranked me today
April 2 Mario Kart
April 3 Today was a terrible day. Bourbon made it better
April 4 Family night, this time at my house
April 5 Jurassic Park 3D
April 6 Amber, Pete and Stacey time
April 7 Shoulden and his shoulder reducing surgery
April 8 "Well we know it won't be in the share drive"
April 9 Therapy. GOD BLESS THERAPY
April 10 Picked up my new TV
April 11 I know she hates it, but the things I feel compelled to tell her are all of the things I wish someone would have told me when I was 15 and thinking/feeling similar things to her.
April 12 Final Small Group at Claires
April 13 So many good things with Stacey and Amber
April 14 Lazy morning and lunch with Pete and his family
April 15 Cable gorging at the dogsitting house
April 16 JOSH GARRELS IN CONCERT! 2nd row!
April 17 Belly pets with Jack
April 18 I yelled at a kid in Chick Fil A, this means I'm going to hell right?
April 19 Pete time at the dog sitting house
April 20 Bought a GIANT dog for Matthew
April 21 HOME, sleeping in my own bed!
April 22 Encouraging words and secret things
April 23 Breaking up cat fights, like a BOSS (literally cats)
April 24 Didn't think about it too much, except in the time between laying down and sleep
April 25 Cough syrup is my new best friend, especially when Pete goes to get it so I don't have to put a bra back on (you're welcome)
April 26 Happy Birthday, Pete and heading north to see my boys! Now with 100% more Laine and reversible ceiling fans!
April 27 The Melt, inappropriate hand sanitizers & more quality time with my boys
April 28 Oh look, God chases me all the way to Cleveland just to remind me that He does in fact make ALL things new.
April 29 No work! Road trip and shopping with Pete! New red shoes which I LOVE
April 30 I would settle for a spoon & a nice evening with Sharen & Matthew at my house
April 2 Mario Kart
April 3 Today was a terrible day. Bourbon made it better
April 4 Family night, this time at my house
April 5 Jurassic Park 3D
April 6 Amber, Pete and Stacey time
April 7 Shoulden and his shoulder reducing surgery
April 8 "Well we know it won't be in the share drive"
April 9 Therapy. GOD BLESS THERAPY
April 10 Picked up my new TV
April 11 I know she hates it, but the things I feel compelled to tell her are all of the things I wish someone would have told me when I was 15 and thinking/feeling similar things to her.
April 12 Final Small Group at Claires
April 13 So many good things with Stacey and Amber
April 14 Lazy morning and lunch with Pete and his family
April 15 Cable gorging at the dogsitting house
April 16 JOSH GARRELS IN CONCERT! 2nd row!
April 17 Belly pets with Jack
April 18 I yelled at a kid in Chick Fil A, this means I'm going to hell right?
April 19 Pete time at the dog sitting house
April 20 Bought a GIANT dog for Matthew
April 21 HOME, sleeping in my own bed!
April 22 Encouraging words and secret things
April 23 Breaking up cat fights, like a BOSS (literally cats)
April 24 Didn't think about it too much, except in the time between laying down and sleep
April 25 Cough syrup is my new best friend, especially when Pete goes to get it so I don't have to put a bra back on (you're welcome)
April 26 Happy Birthday, Pete and heading north to see my boys! Now with 100% more Laine and reversible ceiling fans!
April 27 The Melt, inappropriate hand sanitizers & more quality time with my boys
April 28 Oh look, God chases me all the way to Cleveland just to remind me that He does in fact make ALL things new.
April 29 No work! Road trip and shopping with Pete! New red shoes which I LOVE
April 30 I would settle for a spoon & a nice evening with Sharen & Matthew at my house
4.11.2013
Understanding
"You don't understand. No one understands what it's like inside my head"
Oh but honey I do know. I was there and in some ways still am. Hating what I see when I look in the mirror. Wondering how it is I can be cared for when I care so little for myself.
Wondering when I'll have the courage to sink the blade just a little bit deeper. Just a little deeper I would think, then the pain will all be gone away.
"I want to kill what's inside of me"
Me too. Only therapy lets me say these things louder than a whisper. I know what it's like to hate what's inside of you. To want to kill it. To want to stop the hissing voices telling you you're nothing. You don't matter. All of them are right.
I've been there. When I was there I hated the people that told me they'd been there too. I hated that they told me it would get better. I hated that they told me it wasn't just me. I wanted to feel special. I couldn't even be uniquely miserable.
But the thing is; all of the things I say to you I wish people had said to me over and over and over again when I was 15. To be honest it's what I wish people told me when I was 20, and 25 and even 30. Even now at 33 I long to hear someone tell me I'm valuable.
The only way people can know you don't feel valuable, really know it, is if you tell them.
Oh, I wouldn't have listened either. The times when my parents or friends would tell me these things. That I was beautiful and lovable and valuable I really mostly thought they had no clue. They thought the girl I showed them was beautiful. They thought the boisterous acts were lovable and endearing. They thought the way I allowed my body to be touched and my favors abused was valuable to them.
I simply didn't believe them.
I can see it there in your eyes too. That you don't believe me. That you think I'm just some old lady thinking herself hip to your jive.
But I see it and it's ok. You don't have to believe me tonight. Tonight is just one of the many times I will tell you that you are beautiful. That you have value that is not in how your body looks, that how you look is not even close to the most valuable thing about you.
So I know. But you don't have to believe me. I understand, and you don't have to believe that either. Some things are true even if you don't believe them.
Oh but honey I do know. I was there and in some ways still am. Hating what I see when I look in the mirror. Wondering how it is I can be cared for when I care so little for myself.
Wondering when I'll have the courage to sink the blade just a little bit deeper. Just a little deeper I would think, then the pain will all be gone away.
"I want to kill what's inside of me"
Me too. Only therapy lets me say these things louder than a whisper. I know what it's like to hate what's inside of you. To want to kill it. To want to stop the hissing voices telling you you're nothing. You don't matter. All of them are right.
I've been there. When I was there I hated the people that told me they'd been there too. I hated that they told me it would get better. I hated that they told me it wasn't just me. I wanted to feel special. I couldn't even be uniquely miserable.
But the thing is; all of the things I say to you I wish people had said to me over and over and over again when I was 15. To be honest it's what I wish people told me when I was 20, and 25 and even 30. Even now at 33 I long to hear someone tell me I'm valuable.
The only way people can know you don't feel valuable, really know it, is if you tell them.
Oh, I wouldn't have listened either. The times when my parents or friends would tell me these things. That I was beautiful and lovable and valuable I really mostly thought they had no clue. They thought the girl I showed them was beautiful. They thought the boisterous acts were lovable and endearing. They thought the way I allowed my body to be touched and my favors abused was valuable to them.
I simply didn't believe them.
I can see it there in your eyes too. That you don't believe me. That you think I'm just some old lady thinking herself hip to your jive.
But I see it and it's ok. You don't have to believe me tonight. Tonight is just one of the many times I will tell you that you are beautiful. That you have value that is not in how your body looks, that how you look is not even close to the most valuable thing about you.
So I know. But you don't have to believe me. I understand, and you don't have to believe that either. Some things are true even if you don't believe them.
I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming
the me that you know he had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore
the me that you know doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore
all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry
drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new consciousness
the me that you know used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away
I can try to get away but I’ve strapped myself in
I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
I can see it killing away all my bad parts
I don't want to listen but it's all too clear
- The Becoming NIN
4.05.2013
Broken Places
When you throw your back out it is often because the muscles around your spine have moved out of place. Sort of.
Your spine has been tweaked out of place but you don't know it immediately because the muscles will move and compensate for the pain by moving to a place where the pain is tolerable.
Eventually, no amount of movement, no amount of compensation, will make the pain tolerable. Usually this is when my back officially goes out and I can't walk upright anymore. This is when I'm forced to go to the chiropractor and get my back adjusted into the correct places...again.
This morning, standing in the dark shower I said to God...sometimes it is easier to stay broken.
I don't know the moments when my back goes out. I only know the moments when the muscles around my spine give up the fight and say enough is enough this has to be fixed and we can't do that anymore.
Even then, bent over and hobbling around I think...this will get better soon. I just have to push through. My back will take care of it, it will be fine. I will be fine.
Fine is my F word.
I just want everything to be fine. If I don't look directly at being broken it's fine. It's ok. It's no big deal. I can manage. I'll just move some muscle around and compensate for the pain.
Don't look at how you spend money and why you place value on bank account balances. It's fine. Just leave it alone.
Don't look at what you eat, Jesus loves you anyway even if no one else does. It's fine. Just let it be.
Don't look at friendships. If you do you might be clingy and scare people away from being your friend. Just be cool. No one loves a needy girl.
Don't look at relationships. Don't ask why, the answer is probably something that requires change from you and that's not what we're going to do.
Don't look at touch. It has no easy answers and complicated is just too messy.
So I compensate. I mold myself around the pain instead of trying to clear it up. Because sometimes it's just easier to stay broken.
But now I can't walk. I'm hobbled over and unable to push through.
God is whispering that it's time to get adjusted. It's time to stop compensating and avoiding and look directly at some things.
I tell Him I hate it.
I tell Him I don't want to.
I tell Him that HE made me this way. (The blaming always seems to help)
Again he has to tell me, again he has to take my heart into his hands and remind me that he did make me. But not for this. Not for a sort of half life hiding and fearful of looking directly at the broken places.
He reminds me that he is already in those broken places waiting to meet me there. I just have to look directly at them and I'll see him there.
I don't know the moments these places were broken. I only know that in one of the places specifically, I'm giving up the fight. I still tell him I hate it. I still tell him I don't want to.
But now it's by looking over at him, beside me in the broken place.
Your spine has been tweaked out of place but you don't know it immediately because the muscles will move and compensate for the pain by moving to a place where the pain is tolerable.
Eventually, no amount of movement, no amount of compensation, will make the pain tolerable. Usually this is when my back officially goes out and I can't walk upright anymore. This is when I'm forced to go to the chiropractor and get my back adjusted into the correct places...again.
This morning, standing in the dark shower I said to God...sometimes it is easier to stay broken.
I don't know the moments when my back goes out. I only know the moments when the muscles around my spine give up the fight and say enough is enough this has to be fixed and we can't do that anymore.
Even then, bent over and hobbling around I think...this will get better soon. I just have to push through. My back will take care of it, it will be fine. I will be fine.
Fine is my F word.
I just want everything to be fine. If I don't look directly at being broken it's fine. It's ok. It's no big deal. I can manage. I'll just move some muscle around and compensate for the pain.
Don't look at how you spend money and why you place value on bank account balances. It's fine. Just leave it alone.
Don't look at what you eat, Jesus loves you anyway even if no one else does. It's fine. Just let it be.
Don't look at friendships. If you do you might be clingy and scare people away from being your friend. Just be cool. No one loves a needy girl.
Don't look at relationships. Don't ask why, the answer is probably something that requires change from you and that's not what we're going to do.
Don't look at touch. It has no easy answers and complicated is just too messy.
So I compensate. I mold myself around the pain instead of trying to clear it up. Because sometimes it's just easier to stay broken.
But now I can't walk. I'm hobbled over and unable to push through.
God is whispering that it's time to get adjusted. It's time to stop compensating and avoiding and look directly at some things.
I tell Him I hate it.
I tell Him I don't want to.
I tell Him that HE made me this way. (The blaming always seems to help)
Again he has to tell me, again he has to take my heart into his hands and remind me that he did make me. But not for this. Not for a sort of half life hiding and fearful of looking directly at the broken places.
He reminds me that he is already in those broken places waiting to meet me there. I just have to look directly at them and I'll see him there.
I don't know the moments these places were broken. I only know that in one of the places specifically, I'm giving up the fight. I still tell him I hate it. I still tell him I don't want to.
But now it's by looking over at him, beside me in the broken place.
4.01.2013
Good Things: March
March 1 Straight home and into bed after work. So lovely
March 2 Pinterest party!
March 3 Smelling neighbors elbows at church and laughter with Stacey. Growth Tracks and laughter with Kate
March 4 Stopped some self shaming just as it was starting. Therapy for the win!
March 5 BIG SCARY THOUGHTS said to a therapist means I'll have an emotional few weeks (months?) But I'm clinging to the hope that someday this will be made right.
March 6 Snowy long day at work, happy to have people I really love to work with.
March 7 Downloading old school Mario 1 & 2 to the Wii = AWESOME
March 8 "If I put my mind to it I could totally be circus fat" and other 'it's been a long hard week' conversations at work.
March 9 Nice Saturday overall. Clean house, clean sheets and BOURBON
March 10 The band at church was AMAZING today. More so than usual. Oz with Pete and Stacey and so warm out the doors and windows got to be opened. Gifts from Stacey. It was a banner day folks.
March 11 Seeing fruit of the therapy conversations and working through forgiveness.
March 12 AS: "She said, I like you like you. I find you attractive." Me: OH MY GOSH! That is 8 pounds of crazy in a 5 pound bag. Thankful for craziness that is outside my department at work for once.
March 13 Lovely thoughtful gift from the nicest of the favorites.
March 14 Family night means telling stories on each other
March 15 AWESOME worship concert at church
March 16 I love my friends. I love caring for my friends because they have so often cared for me without even realizing it.
March 17 Gorging on HGTV at the dog sitting house
March 18 Unexpected free time means more time for Mario Kart and Dr Mario!
March 19 GNO, my face hurt from laughing. Two words - Retractable Awning
March 20 Wine after work
March 21 Wadded up sheep with natures dye
March 22 Mental Health Day! No work, lots of hair twirling
March 23 Kristen's Special Day!
March 24 Lunch with Michelle
March 25 Cookies for dinner, because sometimes you just have to
March 26 "Karma, it's like the rhythm. It's gonna get ya" I really like living with Pete
March 27 Last day of training and a good cry watching Beaches
March 28 Gas for $3.29!
March 29 Another day off work! Heading up north to see Mom and Dad
March 30 Silver Linings Playbook and nice talks with Nicole
March 31 Happy Birthday, Mom!
March 2 Pinterest party!
March 3 Smelling neighbors elbows at church and laughter with Stacey. Growth Tracks and laughter with Kate
March 4 Stopped some self shaming just as it was starting. Therapy for the win!
March 5 BIG SCARY THOUGHTS said to a therapist means I'll have an emotional few weeks (months?) But I'm clinging to the hope that someday this will be made right.
March 6 Snowy long day at work, happy to have people I really love to work with.
March 7 Downloading old school Mario 1 & 2 to the Wii = AWESOME
March 8 "If I put my mind to it I could totally be circus fat" and other 'it's been a long hard week' conversations at work.
March 9 Nice Saturday overall. Clean house, clean sheets and BOURBON
March 10 The band at church was AMAZING today. More so than usual. Oz with Pete and Stacey and so warm out the doors and windows got to be opened. Gifts from Stacey. It was a banner day folks.
March 11 Seeing fruit of the therapy conversations and working through forgiveness.
March 12 AS: "She said, I like you like you. I find you attractive." Me: OH MY GOSH! That is 8 pounds of crazy in a 5 pound bag. Thankful for craziness that is outside my department at work for once.
March 13 Lovely thoughtful gift from the nicest of the favorites.
March 14 Family night means telling stories on each other
March 15 AWESOME worship concert at church
March 16 I love my friends. I love caring for my friends because they have so often cared for me without even realizing it.
March 17 Gorging on HGTV at the dog sitting house
March 18 Unexpected free time means more time for Mario Kart and Dr Mario!
March 19 GNO, my face hurt from laughing. Two words - Retractable Awning
March 20 Wine after work
March 21 Wadded up sheep with natures dye
March 22 Mental Health Day! No work, lots of hair twirling
March 23 Kristen's Special Day!
March 24 Lunch with Michelle
March 25 Cookies for dinner, because sometimes you just have to
March 26 "Karma, it's like the rhythm. It's gonna get ya" I really like living with Pete
March 27 Last day of training and a good cry watching Beaches
March 28 Gas for $3.29!
March 29 Another day off work! Heading up north to see Mom and Dad
March 30 Silver Linings Playbook and nice talks with Nicole
March 31 Happy Birthday, Mom!
3.03.2013
Good Things: February
February 1 Sitting in the silence at the dog sitting house after a long hard week
February 2 Shelby's birthday party
February 3 Super Bowling with Pete, Stacey and Amber (snickers internet peanut butter shoes)
February 4 They found King Richard the III!
February 5 Snuggling w/ kitties after a dog sitting gig
February 6 Unlocking mirror courses in Mario Kart stole any productivity to come in 2013
February 7Sometimes a girl just needs to stay home in pajama pants after a long long LONG 10 hour day (which will also help her avoid catching the flu)
February 8 1st night of this small group session at Fred and Claire's
February 9 Inappropriate card playing with some of my favorite women!
February 10 Lazy Sunday afternoon traditions with Stacey
February 11 Mirror Course Mario Karting and crazy dreams about stopping weddings
February 12 Telling people about my dream today was the best thing
February 13 Free lunch at work!
February 14 Funny pictures of Matthew in pajamas of his own choosing
February 15 Friday nights as they should be
February 16 Shelby's Special Day!
February 17 That time Ben quoted Boy George from stage at church and laughing until crying with Pete
February 18 I referenced burner cells 3 times today. I fear the feds are on to me
February 19 Pictures of Lord Voldermorts junk being sent to Amber and Pete
February 20 Imaging a t-rex making a bed
February 21 Helping Matthew with a summary of a book
February 22 Small group with awesome people!
February 23 Waking up early but not getting out of bed right away and a WHOLE DAY OF AMBER!
February 24 I love that Pete loves watching the Oscars snarkily with me
February 25 Let the interviewing begin!
February 26 Accidentally got transferred to a phone sex line by a freight company. Whoops!
February 27 Pete told me his friend (a woman) had a partial vasectomy. Sometimes the tweets, they write themselves.
February 28 100,000 miles on my car and it's still thriving!
February 2 Shelby's birthday party
February 3 Super Bowling with Pete, Stacey and Amber (snickers internet peanut butter shoes)
February 4 They found King Richard the III!
February 5 Snuggling w/ kitties after a dog sitting gig
February 6 Unlocking mirror courses in Mario Kart stole any productivity to come in 2013
February 7Sometimes a girl just needs to stay home in pajama pants after a long long LONG 10 hour day (which will also help her avoid catching the flu)
February 8 1st night of this small group session at Fred and Claire's
February 9 Inappropriate card playing with some of my favorite women!
February 10 Lazy Sunday afternoon traditions with Stacey
February 11 Mirror Course Mario Karting and crazy dreams about stopping weddings
February 12 Telling people about my dream today was the best thing
February 13 Free lunch at work!
February 14 Funny pictures of Matthew in pajamas of his own choosing
February 15 Friday nights as they should be
February 16 Shelby's Special Day!
February 17 That time Ben quoted Boy George from stage at church and laughing until crying with Pete
February 18 I referenced burner cells 3 times today. I fear the feds are on to me
February 19 Pictures of Lord Voldermorts junk being sent to Amber and Pete
February 20 Imaging a t-rex making a bed
February 21 Helping Matthew with a summary of a book
February 22 Small group with awesome people!
February 23 Waking up early but not getting out of bed right away and a WHOLE DAY OF AMBER!
February 24 I love that Pete loves watching the Oscars snarkily with me
February 25 Let the interviewing begin!
February 26 Accidentally got transferred to a phone sex line by a freight company. Whoops!
February 27 Pete told me his friend (a woman) had a partial vasectomy. Sometimes the tweets, they write themselves.
February 28 100,000 miles on my car and it's still thriving!
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